Who am I?
That is the question I´ve asked myself, and is actually part of a process that my school wants us to learn! It´s both exciting and scary...

2 weeks ago I had the chance to go to Fortuna on a ministry trip, which is about 3 and a half hours away from Redding! (yes, I´m a 2nd year student at Bethel School of Supernatural Ministry!!) And before the trip I had the "who am I" crisis, and I needed God´s revelation and transformation of my heart. I needed Him to transfer the information from my head, which I had from 1st year of school, to my heart! I had to receive it, know it for 100% within me, not just in my mind, a theology, a principle, a nice thing to say that "I´m a princess" or "I´m loved by God. I was feeling lonely, insecure of who I am... yeah, it wasn´t that fun to go through those moments...

So the conference was called "The Supernatural Ways of Royalty", and the meetings were a review of what was taught from 1st year. Praise God for the review! I felt like that trip was a "closure" or an ending to my first year learning process.



So, yeah, I´m continuing the process of learning who I am. I am embracing who I am, my value, my worth, my talents given my God - how I need to steward and appreciate my gifts! I am loving myself more, the way I was made because it hurts God when I don´t like what the Creator had made! It makes Him sad when I think what He made was ugly, or not valuable.



yeah... embrace love - love others and accept love from others -
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I carry my own "weather system". (spiritual atmosphere)


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Goal: Being a carrier and a host of God´s Presence.