Who am I? Who do others say I am?

Learning to be vulnerable... to open myself up to others... it´s a good process...

Need to be filled with Him daily... because we leak! ha ha...
Go deeper and deeper Father...

Jesús Adrián Romero´s concert at San Jose! It was so fun that I get to attend a spanish christian concert!

Sheri´s b-day lunch at Puerto Vallarta! All my housemates and Esther!




After the lunch we head over to the pumpkin patch!! It was beautiful to see all the pumpkins - all types and sizes!

My wonderful youth and worshipers! They organized an appreciation dinner!
My brother and I for my b-day trip to the zoo!
Every year I visit my friends - the goats and lambs. In the past they´ve been really friendly, and I pet them and feed them. BUT this year, they were being snobbish, and one of them poked my butt with his horn to ask for food! dang... and they don´t want to take pictures with me if I don´t have food in my hand! Man, how they´ve changed!
My summer PT job at AnaSpec - the leading peptide bio-tech company!
My lovely house mates at Redding! They´re awesome, fun, and amazing!

Who am I?
That is the question I´ve asked myself, and is actually part of a process that my school wants us to learn! It´s both exciting and scary...

2 weeks ago I had the chance to go to Fortuna on a ministry trip, which is about 3 and a half hours away from Redding! (yes, I´m a 2nd year student at Bethel School of Supernatural Ministry!!) And before the trip I had the "who am I" crisis, and I needed God´s revelation and transformation of my heart. I needed Him to transfer the information from my head, which I had from 1st year of school, to my heart! I had to receive it, know it for 100% within me, not just in my mind, a theology, a principle, a nice thing to say that "I´m a princess" or "I´m loved by God. I was feeling lonely, insecure of who I am... yeah, it wasn´t that fun to go through those moments...

So the conference was called "The Supernatural Ways of Royalty", and the meetings were a review of what was taught from 1st year. Praise God for the review! I felt like that trip was a "closure" or an ending to my first year learning process.



So, yeah, I´m continuing the process of learning who I am. I am embracing who I am, my value, my worth, my talents given my God - how I need to steward and appreciate my gifts! I am loving myself more, the way I was made because it hurts God when I don´t like what the Creator had made! It makes Him sad when I think what He made was ugly, or not valuable.



yeah... embrace love - love others and accept love from others -
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I carry my own "weather system". (spiritual atmosphere)


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Goal: Being a carrier and a host of God´s Presence.