Wednesday, May 16, 2007

My first year at Bethel School of Supernatural Minitry is almost over! Man, I´ve learned sooooooo much this year. I´ve learned how I am in Him, and I´m still processing the stuff from my head to my heart. But most of all, I´m beginning to build covenant friendships with people, allowing myself to be vulnerable, letting others influence me. This is one of my discoveries about myself this year - I was too independent. I thought that I don´t need anyone, I had to be strong, if I have problem, I only need to go to God and no one else. But this is just not true, and that´s not the heart of God! He has given us brothers and sisters to depend and rely on, to support one another. I know, this seems simple, but I have never asked other people to pray for me when I´m really in need, except 2 times in my entire life. It´s always, "I´m good", or "I´m doing well." I didn´t allow others to see me, or let them help me.

anyways, so, that was a big lesson for me. Thank You Father!

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